Infertility/loss has made me a different kind of mother...

This is going to be a new mini series by PAI moms: 

Infertility has skewed my view of motherhood. Now that God has blessed me with the ability to be a mom, yes I struggle with the same issues moms everywhere struggle with. More than once, this thought has run through my head: "I prayed for this, and even if they make a mess, drive me batty, and they generally work together to make me go insane....they are my blessing. I know what life is like without them. I choose this brand of crazy on purpose. It is my crazy! I wouldn't change it."

My kids and their friends picking dandelions along the Alaska pipeline (it is buried here....that strip of green you see marks it.)

Kendra