Infertility has skewed my view of motherhood. Now that God has blessed me with the ability to be a mom, yes I struggle with the same issues moms everywhere struggle with. More than once, this thought has run through my head: "I prayed for this, and even if they make a mess, drive me batty, and they generally work together to make me go insane....they are my blessing. I know what life is like without them. I choose this brand of crazy on purpose. It is my crazy! I wouldn't change it."